| hey guys! sorry, it's been a little busy. working like crazy. if i said i'd call you to hang out and i haven't yet, please call me. i really do want to hang out and catch up with everyone. love you all! |
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| 4 more days... Working on trust. This will take a while. |
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| same crap. different day. will things change? |
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| I have butterflies right now. Everything is going right for once. It's been a while, but God is answering my prayers like crazy! It makes me excited. Seriously, I'm bouncing off of walls and I'm smiling none stop. I haven't been this happy in a long time. I love it and wish this feeling wouldn't end! |
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| I've never felt this way before. I'm hurt, sad, numb, but I'm starting to feel anger. I feel betrayed. I feel helpless. I feel like the escape goat anythough I did nothing wrong. I still wish this was just a horrible nightmare that I could wake up from. Maybe I am too trusting. Maybe I should be more pessimistic about people. I don't know. Going home was wonderful for me. God can heal all wounds. That's what we need to do now, just heal. It'll take sometime I know and the battle is just beginning. I know that now I've lost my best friend, my friend is hurt, and I've lost faith in people. I wish this could all go away. |
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